Posted by Colleen on January 25, 2004 at 09:08:11:
Date: 02 Oct 2003
sara, i'm so worried and stressed about getting together for your upcoming "death-day," as it were. everything is so different now, and i can't help but feel like you would be so pissed off at people for letting things get this out of control. i want so much for everything to be good when we all come together for you. i know that things can't be the same, but is it too much to ask that we can at least be okay again? you would know what to do. you would know what to say to make all of us understand. i love you lady. my ring broke and yours doesn't seem to want to polish up. sometimes i feel like you're nowhere, and then other times, like right now, it's as if you're surrounding me. i miss you so much. i wish that things could be better, for you, for your family, for all of us. you know we'll never forget you. at least, i hope that you know. you're on my mind so much, recently. i hope that you are well. love, leenie