Posted by Mom on January 25, 2004 at 08:55:04:
Date: 21 Jun 2003
Today is 18 months since I last really touched my daughter. I asked her to please come to me when I went to sleep as I always do. And awoke with this dream. This makes 97 dreams now. Sara was with a guy, I don't know who he was. We took her to a fun place, like the fun zone or what ever you call those places with things to jump on and climb on and balls you jump in etc. They said they were finished and Sara said they were going to go bowling. I offered to take them to dinner and everyone said ok. I said lets make this day today for Sara a fun filled day. I gave her my car keys so she could get into the car while I cleaned up all the shit where they all were. Then we asked Aron where a good place to eat would be. Sara and her friend mentioned some new chicken place, then Aron said that it was awful as he had eaten there already. So we all were trying to figure out where to go. Sara looked great, about her age of 21/22 when we last saw her, she had long brown hair and her bangs. We all had a wonderful time. We are going to make this day a special day for her. We wanted to do a butterfly release, but you can't bring in butterflies from other states into the state of Washington.. it sucks... so.. we are going to do another balloon release with those big butterfly balloons and attach messages to them, going to pick up a gardenia to put by her urn, maybe get the spice girls movie to watch, as we have not seen it yet... just some thoughts.... but it will be a Sara day!